When I first stepped into “trying this sobriety thing”, it did not feel like freedom during the first few days and weeks. But as the fog slowly lifted, gradually I began to feel physically better. Not putting alcohol or any other substance into my system relieved me of the hangovers and headaches, once my constant companions.
Like most people in early recovery I was confused, scared, and had tons of questions. What would life be like sober? Would I ever have fun again? Will not drinking and using be dull and boring?
My years in recovery have taught me that this life is anything but boring. I experience my life in real-time and all the ups and downs are included.
I was never free in active addiction, more like a prisoner to the bottle, last drop or last line. I was dependent on the drug dealer, bartenders, liquor stores and a few friends who tolerated being with me. It was a sad and lonely existence.
In sobriety, I’ve learned that surrendering is freedom, and being independent does not mean I’m on an isolated island, because I cannot do this sober thing alone, nor would I want to. Thank you to all who have paved the way.
A very special thank you to our supporters and contributors to Together AZ. We remain committed to our mission of providing our community—YOU—with the most trusted resources. We hope to be an ongoing inspiration on your recovery journey.
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